YFriday, April 14, 2006
been finding it really hard to breathe lately..
feel like there's this huge weight on my chest and then my head will be spinning simultaneously..not forgetting the stupid tummy ache that i keep gettin late at night. insanity. total insanity.
each time my head spins..i'll shut my eyes and try to not think about the pain..
i'll feel slightly better BUT then..it'll come again as i open them..
this time around..headache and chest pain at once.TSK.
this is literally the time that i really wish that i can just close my eyes forever so that i wun hafta feel tis horrid pain.it really stinks wen it hurts to breathe.
i wonder wats goin on. but heck. perhaps it's normal.
maybe im just stressed over nothing.
but it's been goin onnnn..and i realy madly want this to stop.
is there a possible treatment or diagnostic medication fer this stewpid thing?
ANYWAYS
i miss Dani..
and i wana complain this to him and tell him how it hurts..talk to him and listen to his soothing, caring voice that'll always make me smile and laugh.
i havent been sleepin right neither have i been thinking straight and it's really insanely strange cuz i have never experienced this before.
im sure he's havin his fun in KL..doin the show that he's been anticipating for and stuff and i'm really glad he is..
i just wished somehow he'd call to ask how i am.
then again i obviously remembered...
why in the blue world would he wana do that?
haha. TSK2.
in this moment in time i feel lonely.
wish to be able to be wit someone..so that i dun hafta keep thinking about this sickening pain. anyone..
ANYONE? ANYBODY? ha.ha.
argh.nvm.
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btw, this malay song IRIS(Ai-Ris) by Awie is superbly sweet and nice..
u guys should check it out if ur on emo mode..
cuz it's really thoughtful and touching and erm. nice. HAHA
and yeah..
Right Here Waiting by Staind also thoughtful.
i love the song..hehe
if u're a guy..give this song to d girl u really love..it'll melt her.
thanks to my One and Only fer tellin me abt this 2 songs..
*smilez*
and YES..i do wish this song could be dedicated to me by someone.
but WTH. haha.
i'm luffin as an image flashed from the back of my head.
the face that'll never fail to make me smile.hehe.
PS: im startled by how fast my mood can actually change..hehe.
letting out ur THOUGHTS really does make one feel better huh?
hahaha.
Lord Bless.
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